im listening to a Tupac song and i love it!! heres my favourite part!!

Why am I fighting to live, if I'm just living to fight
Why am I trying to see, when there aint nothing in sight
Why I am I trying to give, when no one gives me a try
Why am I dying to live, if I'm just living to die

its yet again another amazing thing from tupac!!

anyway today im kinda ok, a little down but i think that just post-birthday blues. i get like it at my birthday. wishing my mum was here! this year its different, im 18, turning into an adult, childhood is over, and my mum isnt here with me to share it. damn, thinking about it neither is my Dad. for those of you who dont know me. my Mum died when i was 6years of age, and i left home from my Dad when i was 11. actually i didnt leave i was moved, my Dads fiancee doesnt like me so i moved in with my Grandad. anyway, i know my Mum is here with me, but its not the same. i wish she was here! im going to stop talking about my Mum now, because i just made my self cry!

cya later
much lovez n hugz
Sarah-Louise