HELLO! sorry its been a few days ive started writing a few times n given up cos i havent felt the writing vibe! but today!! WELL.... thats different im so god damn hyper and so god damn bored so im gonna write loads.

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i started college on monday, its not bad! theres 4 girls and around 18 lads!  theres some good lookin lads in my course as well!! this one guy scared the life out of me! he looks SO MUCH LIKE STEVE!! except hes a little younger! but it was scary! but yeah! its good in college if i forget i have to work while im there! my best friends are there (Lea and Justine) were all in different courses but we have the same breaks and lunches! an for most of my lessons Lea is next dorr or across the corridor  so thats kool!

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works been very boring! i was in all day yesterday and 4 hours today. i was kinda tipsy on Vodka before work today so that made it a little more amusing! yesterday my ManagerDom (im sure ive told u about him before) was chasing shoplifters and ran straight into a closed door! so that was amusing! amusings an understatement i was in HYSTERICS !!

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Me and Steve are drifting apart, we hardly speak anymore. im thinking about finishing it. as much as i love him i dont want to be in a one sided relationship! or maybe we should just have a break! but then that wouldnt work because i've fallen for my EX James. and hes still in love with me! god i hate relationships! they r so annoying!!!  i met up with James during the week and it made me realise how i do miss him! he turned 18 the other day as well!

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its my 18th in 13 days im actually quite excited! thanks to a few people i have over come my birthday blues. im still a little upset my Mum isnt here but i know in spirit she is! and as for my Dad im not fussed as long as i see him briefly!

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been talkin 2 my hunni Shad, i miss him and his chats n our laughs hes a great guy!! (love ya babes!!!!!!!) we dont talk as much as i wish we did no more!! but were still close!

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I'm going to stop at Lea's on Wednesday, it will be fun!! i miss my Lea, but im seeing her more than ever and im so happy about it! Lea i no u'll read this so love ya honey and see ya wednesday!! xxxxx

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im loving these lines in between everything ! heh!! im so bored!!

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and im lovin these dancing smilies!!

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k thats all im gonna write cos i cant be bothered anymore!! see ya soon lovez n hugz sarah xxxx

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